If the above describes you perfectly then you may very well have some rage issues which I cannot help you with. What I can help you with is your potential hacking skills by advising you to buy a copy of “Handmade Electronic Music” by Nicolas Collins.
Collins introduces us to the fact that there is music all around us in our everyday lives. (I’m sure he would have gotten on swimmingly with John Cage if they ever met.) In one chapter, any electrical appliance can become a source of interesting sound using just a small amplifier and a pick up coil (see video below). In another, he unlocks the hidden audio potential of credit cards and other objects that make use of electromagnetism. It is essential to be aware of unusual sources of sound when hacking and Collins lays this foundation before moving on to more advanced topics.